I suffer from ocd, for the past 5 month ive been living in constant fear of somethign that doesnt exist yet it is very hard to tell myself that its not true because sometimes it seems real, anyways , this is probably what caused me to be depressed, since if i never had to suffer from this ocd bullshit id be thehappiest person alive. :(

But things are slowly getting better, i will just have to wait and see what is going to happen.