my university semester has finished. people are starting to go home for christmas, and early next week i'll be going home too. the problem is i have no friends at home. i have no job, since i don't need money, because i don't have any friends and therefore don't go out. also i'm lazy. my life at uni isn't perfect by any means, but it's way better than what i used to have, and i really don't want to go back to it. i'll really miss certain people too (well, one in particular).

so, basically, i'll just spend the next 3 or so weeks feeling shitty like i did in the summer. by the end of that i was too depressed to do anything other than lie on the couch watching crappy stand-up or whichever channel happened to be showing an episode of scrubs.

i think it might have something to do with my parents splitting up as well. they never really got on for the past few years, so everyone's technically better off now they aren't together anymore, but they also kind of cancelled each other out. spending a lot of time with my mum just tends to depress me. but yeah, probably less to do with her in particular and more the lack of human interaction other than her and occasionally the guy in the petrol station if i run out of dr. pepper.