Well, venting all your problems is a pretty good way to feel less whiny about life in general, right? So, here goes.

First and foremost in my mind, the girl I like has no interest in me at all, and is also more than a little creeped out at the fact that I like her. I keep getting this feeling that she's gonna start hating me forever, just for being honest about all that.

Also, my mom's having a bit of trouble making ends meet. This might be because even though we're so poor she won't shut off the fucking high-speed internet (I wouldn't wanna shut it off either, but this is serious business) or the digital cable with HBO-on-demand package deal (which doesn't affect me because I barely watch TV). The city we live in's pretty shitty when it comes to the cost of living, and this is only made worse by the rise in gas prices. I pretty much have to spend all of the pay from my part-time job just to pay for gas to and from school, and never mind the fact that there just aren't enough events going on at work to pay for anything at all.

Also, I just hate homework. Some people say I'm pretty smart, but I'm pretty sure that's just a lie. I have to buckle way the fuck down, even to finish a measly three page essay, so I'm afraid that when this community college shit is over and I have to do some real classes, I'm just going to fucking snap and toss myself heroically out a window some ten-odd stories up.

On top of all this, I hang out at 4-ch.