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I can at least relate to how it feels to love and be unloved back. I went through that for four years.

I am deeply sorry. I wish you the best. Here is a problem of mine that you might have too: in relationships, while i'm in them, they're the best ever, i'm hooked, even when they're in reality, not that great. It's that way with people too. When I fall in love, I fall hard. But I need to realize there are other people in the world. Other people that would love me back, too. I just need to wait for them, and find them one day magically. Hey, it happens.

So don't be down. It's kind of like "there are other fish in the sea" but less, I don't know, asshole-ish.

I truly hope the best for you! I wish I could be of more help.