Being introverted is a monster that will grow in time.
In high school i was the kid who walked around during luch time
because i didnt have any friends to sit with. Strange though, the solitude was more comforting. I was much more comfortable reading manga, playing video games, watching films, playing an listening to music. My teachers and other peers viewed me as strange and even scary i think. Four years and no friends. Not even fellow nerds. After highschool i attempted several jobs, no schooling though, i just wasnt motivated.