In 30 minutes I'm going to take a hopefully lethal dose of a mild opiate. Enjoy your lives and don't end up like me, kids! Bye.
Bye.
Wow, that was way harder than I had expected. I threw up after about 20 of the 50 pills. FUCK what a failure. Who knew swallowing pills would be so hard.
>>4
Better luck next time.
Now you've got "The End" by The Doors stuck in my head.
What kind of pills did you take? Also, I heard you can buy opium tea from stores and you can OD on that.
>>8 opium tea from stores and you can OD on that.
That seems unlikely.
>>1
pathetic
What made you wanting to give up on life? (assuming you're still alive when I'm posting this)
>>9
I googled opium tea overdose and a lot of sites pop up. Also, the Poppy seed tea can kill you site: http://www.poppyseedtea.com/
don't off yourself. posts here are slow enough as it is!
Has anyone tried the charcoal burning monoxide release method?
Burning charcoal in a stove and enclosing yourself and the stove within close space for little air to get in.
How successful is this method?
I think in the future if things get unbearable, I may try out this method, so I was thinking if anyone ever tried that?
>>15
If they've tried it and it was successful, how do you suppose they'd be able to reply?
I think life can't be that unbearable if you have time to talk about it on the internet.
>>1
I will join u. Do u think I will make it to heaven? I'm going to try the getting hit by the Subway method. If its unsuccessful I can always get electricuted. See ya 4-ch.net
It's kind of sad when someone commits suicide or the like and the friends and family all say they are resting peacefully in heaven etc. So you believe in heaven but don't believe that people who commit suicide go to hell? I don't think you can pick and choose...
Too many people are fixated on life after death. Me? As long as I don't end up in hell, I don't really care. Heaven would be great (I guess), being re-incarnated would have it's drawbacks and positives, hanging around as a ghost would be sort of interesting (again, positives and negatives), and nothing happening afterwards would be fine as well.
Actually, religion is sort of messed up. Heaven or hell... no middle ground?
Really don't care in one way or the other. Life after death or not doesn't matter. Every person has a reason for suicide. In my case, I'm not happy. Living a life with no one, no relationships, no gf, no sex, still virgin despite in mid 20s. I don't think I can have a relationship or friends because I'm socially incapable and an am a social phobic. No education and money, living a hard life, I know it will be a hard life because I know myself from experiences, people never treating me equally often than not treating lowly as an inferior. I don't think i'm attractive either, even I say so myself. People don't look at me in the eyes, women and girls avoid me. I'm not fat or anything. I can't fit in even if I tried. I'm angry at myself and the world, sometimes, I hate myself for being born and the way I'm born, often time than not I blame my parents for it. I don't have friends. I don't know what to say about my life since most of the time i was primarily a shut in. I can never social with others. i have nothing to offer nor do i have anything to say in a social convo. Im self-conscious, and a bit agoraphobic. I want to do things outside but i don't know how to since i don't have any friends and it doesn't help i have issues with myself. People don't treat me the same as others do. Thats why I wish for suicide, i can't bear with the situation I am in and when I read others success and watch others happiness, it makes me feel worthless, I feel I want to die and not know any of this. I know i will probably die alone if I continue to live. Theres no opportunity for me, though I want it, I know it come my way if i don't pursue it, I cant because of the way I am. My future is bleak. I know it going to be like this. There is no way out, it going in circle. There is no happiness for me. No one loves me. It is the end. Even if I try, the chances of it succeeding is so small, the pain that accompanies with it is not worth it. Life is hell for me. All this sounds emo, but true. I doubt any response after this post will be any good other than negative remarks. But it is true, my life is like this. I can't help it. Suicide may be an option for me later in the future if thing turns out unbearable. When everyone has good the stuff, relatioship and social and all and you having nothing, no experience whatsoever in your live, you would come to this conclusion. I really wish for suicide, but on the other hand , i hope for the better of my life. Its gloomy and depressing, true this is my reality. i don't expect anything good out of this. Experiences upon experiences, it always turns out bad for me, im the one who gets shafted in shits, i don't get the good stuff, being oppressed, discriminated,etc. alot of people don't understand since they never had this experiences. i happen to be born like this. WTF!
>>23
I got the same reason Join Me. At the last sec. I chickened out but i'll try again. T_T
>>23
You're going to die someday whether you try or not, so why don't you use the time you have left to try getting a decent life? Stop being so "mentally weak" and start doing something about your situation
>No education and money
Do something about it then
>living a hard life
The majority of the people in Africa have a lot worse than you, and still they don't give up
>agoraphobic
Fight that phobia. Go outside just to prove for yourself that you are stronger than your phobia, avoid the negative "emo" thinking that "everyone is staring at you", because people are too busy to stare at you. And even if someone stared at you for some reason, does it REALLY matter? (I used to have some agoraphobia too, so I know what I am talking about here)
>I want to do things outside
There are actually lots of things to do...try going to a gym or something, there you might meet new people. You could also try to contact some of your relatives who you can trust, and tell them about your current situation, they might help you
>So you believe in heaven but don't believe that people who commit suicide go to hell? I don't think you can pick and choose...
Not everybody who believes in heaven believes that suicide precludes entry.
It's not a case of RFC 777 says this or that; it's all conjecture until you pop your clogs.
>>23
tl;dr
>So you believe in heaven but don't believe that people who commit suicide go to hell? I don't think you can pick and choose...
Only Catholics are orthodox believers in this doctrine. It comes from St. Augustine's City of God, which is not canonical in most Protestant or Eastern Orthodox sects. Some may have absorbed it over time, but it's not a major point to disagree on if you're of that sect.
>>13
Awesome. Morphine overdose would probably be one of the better ways to go. I still see some problems with overdosing from tea though. The coroner's report stated that his blood contained 3 times the highest usual amount of morphine you would get from a theraputic dose. He drank 2 liters of the tea for which he used 3,5lbs of seeds, which supposedly were extra potent (it doesn't say how much tea he made). It would probably be hard to know the potency of the seeds for the average person so atleast doubling the amount of seeds would be neccesary, if not tripling. That's 7-10lbs of seeds, a whole shitload of them. It might be worth it though, if you've got a nice source for them.
>>20 I can always get electricuted
You just reminded me of an idea I had some time ago. Thanks!
>>30
tl;dr but I lolled at the "Depressed Teen Loved Animals, Feces"
Maybe y'all should be artists, they seem all agnsty too.
>>28
You can get poppy pods from flower shops or e-bay. I guess the flower it makes is pretty. You can ask for the opium kind because they are supposed to be pretty and they won't be too suspicious. I have never tried this okay, I got all this from the internets.
squeeks: im sick of these suicide threads goddamnit
nihon-jin: commit a suicide and your sickness will vanish
squeeks: suicide is a long term solution to short term problems.
squeeks: if people wanna go kill themselves, don't let me hold you back. but, i really dont fucking want it on my website kthnx