I wish to be loved, regardless of whether or not I give a shit about the person, regardless of whether or not I deserve to be loved. What I want is someone to look at me and feel the need to have me close to them and still feel frightened whenever they see me. I want to know what it feels like to know someone loves me and to see the person in awe when I show them affection. I desire to watch somebody to cry themself to sleep just because something as wonderful as I exist.
I find this desire of mine to be justified, for I have felt these feelings myself.