And I don't even do drugs, although they'd probably make it even better.
I don't really know why. I've just been feeling good. Maybe it's because classes started recently and I really enjoy all (most) of them. Things just keep me sated and busy and happy. I like Japan. I like 4ch. I like Internet Culture. I sound goddamn insane and like a ramblin' fool, but I don't really mind.
How else is Anonymous doing?
My one Internet dream is that I'll live to see 4ch grow as big as 2ch is now. It's just such an ideal place, it's a shame that so few people know about it. I want it to be to the English world what 2ch is to the Japanese.
That can only be achieved by more advertising, unfortunately.
>>3
Did 2ch achieve its popularity through heavy advertising, or word of mouth?
How would Squeeks pay for it? They'd need shitloads of ads and things.
>>5
So? 2ch is of course ad-laden, but if Hiroyuki Nishimura can make it happen, then I know it's possible. I would accept it and put up with them.
Not only that, but the sad truth is that the vast majority of western interweb users can't handle being anonymous. Why we can't have nice things, etc.
I stopped using my "aspie" mind to lose myself in fantasy, instead resuming the learning of complex mathematical material. Mainly this was important as I am in cahoots with a friend concerning technical development. I also love learning generally so it had the added effect of keeping me from experiencing crippling-fucking-depression. However when my focus shifts entirely from fantasy to a subset of reality I become lonely and long for a real love interest. But I also only require them temporarily (a few hours at most). Usually my imagination would have sufficed for this, but I decided to become 'involved' romantically with a close friend of mine. When I lost interest (which meant I just stopped concentrating on human compassion) I realized that they still felt very strongly about me. Because I don't want to hurt them, I am emulating the reality for them that I love them as much as they love me. But this takes up much of the attention I could be spending on learning. I am very depressed as my terribly kind heart does not want to ignore them altogether purely for my own benefit. The fact that I am not learning and have not been for a while because of this just makes me even more depressed. Thus, all in all I am pretty fucking sad.