20, half-o'-hikky for last 3 years. Every year I've got expelled from the same faculty of the same university after the first semester. I feel myself useless. Spend days on 4chan trying to numb my feelings. Now I regret this.
No hobby, no girlfriend, no job, no will to do anything.

I'm interested in some programming stuff, papercrafts, but I just CAN'T MAKE MYSELF! Arrgh... Every weekend I promise myself to start a new life next week, but never succeed in this.

I want to love, I want to have someone who will cheer me up when I'm feeling so ronery. But I ended up in anonymous society and I can't just leave it. It's like my last resort. Still I hope to meet someday a person who is as miserable as me, and we will improve ourselves by challenging each other!