I'm almost 25 and a virgin. I'm also worried about my appearance. I appear so nerdy and fat. Social skill sucks. I haven't been able to secure a full-time job yet since I graduated 2 years ago. I've been working on casual basis. But...My life is so empty. The only thing which keeps me going every day is entertainment by playing video games. I'm very worried about my future. I'm afraid of going out at night since the local news have been bombarded with street violence almost every week.

What do i do???