There's nothing wrong with liking your cousin, unless your cousin is your father's bro's daughter then that would kinda be incest. But what you, OP, was doing is wrong. You took advantage of the situation in a most dispicable way. What would have happened if she did woke up and find you groping her?! >>11 It is one think to fantasize about it and totally different thing to actually do it. We cant control what comes into our heads, but we can control whether we carry them out or not.