alone again (7)

1 Name: warez otoko : 2006-12-26 21:06 ID:pD8zFi2k

Hi everyone.
I had a sort of love story, my first (I'm 25). It started on some chat, 4 months ago. We live 400 km away from each other. We managed to meet 9 or 10 times, we even ended out cuddling in bed during the last 2 meetings.
Now it's over, I'm about to terminate it myself, mainly because of my deep unsatisfaction: I like her but I feel such a big need for love, that a distance relationship could never fill.
And also I'm psychologically drained by her constant depression: she's even more lonely than me, she doesn't even have a single friend, not even online, I thought such a situation couldn't possibly exist for a girl. I feel so sorry for her, but I can't take it anymore, I cannot imagine me living with a person which is always so sad.
I also think that she stayed with a shit man like me just out of desperation. I did the same thing towars her after all, no one would start a distance relationship with these premises if he had valid alternatives... we are both desperated for love, that's also why I'm terminating the relationship.
It's so difficult to do in my situation, I could drag the dead horse around just for the hugs and kisses... but I can't allow this to go on.
So I'm alone again. 25 y.o. and one stupid 4 months story. I fear I'll never taste human warmth again. I'm such a shit, and I think that staying with such a desperate person may have hurt my self esteem instead of helping it.
For a true geek like me there's no love to be expected in this life, I have zero social skills, my few friends are about to marry... maybe I should move to the moon, that would be most appropriate for me.
Thanks for listening to my rant.

2 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-12-27 00:51 ID:ZCsvad0b

I am slightly envious of you. Really :)

This is why I come to 4ch :)

3 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-12-28 05:16 ID:I0evijPT

You are pessimistic, but I know it is hard. I tend to fall into the desperate sad girl role and I give everything away too quickly, leaving me alone and sad again. It is a cycle that I am trying to change.

You say that you expect no love in your life and you have zero social skills. That might be true, but do something about it! It is in your control to work on these skills, don't sit at home and pity yourself, do something! You might get hurt, but who goes through life unscathed? People always forget how much control they really have.

4 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-12-28 08:16 ID:XYWtODKL

its just too long to read! i cant care of u. just get over it bye

5 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-12-28 13:57 ID:pRkR7/Ev

I'm sorry for you. But, don't hurt yourself, i'm a geek girl and i feel alone. I have 27 years old and boyfriend, but i don't have any friend (boy or girl). Sometimes i feel sad, and hatred my antisocial personality. Sometimes, i ask myself if to live in the moon is a good idea.

But there is something I don't understand, we are as much people who feel alone, too much, why?. We must join us and have our own club.

6 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-12-28 16:05 ID:XYWtODKL

>>1
u must be jokin. why a 25-yr-old man worries about being lonly forever?? well, before that uve got to think about how to attract girls. then cry. dont give up before making any effort. again, u r only 25yrs old. not 80 who has rare chance to talk to women around his age, coz a lot of them died

7 Name: TS : 2007-01-01 06:21 ID:t7lpZ3s7

damn straight >>6. don't give up man; that bitterly cold feeling of loneliness and despair; i'm going through it myself. but i know even though i've got hardass parents breathing down my back and my cse major kicking me in the nuts, i've got my whole life ahead of me, and so do you.

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