>>8
What do you mean by "although I can't help thinking that you don't really exist, to be honest"? O.o

I wasn't planning on saying anything to him until long after graduation anyway, I wouldn't want to put his job at risk, he's told us he loves it very much. On top of that, I'm rather shy, though I do manage enough courage to talk to him normally during the day. I am 18 though, I'm one of the older people in my class.