Once a chick has been raped, they're pretty much never the same. All the girls I know who have been raped ended up developing strange fantasies about it, and one even had me "re-enact" her raping. I didn't want to, but I had to admit that it got me crazy hard the more she fought and screamed. Now I "Re-enact" the rape with her at least once a month. Her boyfriend doesn't know about it, she could never tell him she gets off on that sort of physical abuse and is afraid he would leave her. So once or twice a month she text messages me "it's that time" and where she's going to be alone, and then I wait for her there and rape the fuck out of her. Afterwards she goes and cries to her lame dick boyfriend, who thinks it's all about her uncle molesting her when she was thirteen, but has no idea that I was just pounding her pussy with a pillow case over her head and a sock stuffed in her mouth while she screamed and fought and loved every second of it. He'll never have the pleasures with her that I have, because he's a pussy faggot "nice guy", probably a lot like you.