So, /love/, what do you do when you feel so lonely that you just want to lash out and destroy something?
I just spent the last hour and a half listening to a mix of Fear Factory and KMFDM at maximum volume. My ears are still ringing and I can't even summon the strength to get out of this chair, despite the fact that I'm fucking dehydrated from screaming along.
It actually feels good, like I've almost managed to pulverize myself into nothingness. Shame about the "almost", though.
Go do something more productive instead of being a nuisance to society. Or get a razor. Remember: Down the road, not across the street.
Down for an angel, across for a nurse.
Please explain exactly how I'm "being a nuisance to society."
I go to work, I pay my fucking taxes. It's not my fault that I was born with all the sex appeal of a crocodile.
How is this /love/ related?
It seems more /personal/ to me
Because of the loneliness factor, chiefly.
Besides, /personal/'s filled with a buch of pseudo-hikkikomoris. I figured I'd get more interesting responses here.
ABout that you're fucking RIGHT!
If you want to destroy something, destroy your useless situation. Go out and fucking do something with your time. Get an interest that involves going out and doing shit with other people. Get new aquintances, meet people, get in touch. You might end up finding someone you can be with.
Try shit out. You have money and time which is freedom. Use it to its fullest. Don't waste any time. Everyday, think of all the possibilities. They are boundless.
So you look awful, well big deal. There are plenty of people in your category, enough to go around. You just need to be open, you need to be man/woman enough to roll with the punches. Everyone gets put down at times, you just have to learn to deal with it. The more you can deal with it, the more character you will build, the more interesting a person you will become. In the end your vacant sex appeal might not even matter.
>>4 But it is your fault that you're blaming your loneliness on it.
>It's not my fault that I was born with all the sex appeal of a crocodile.
There is one thing you need to know. A man's sex appeal lies in his behaviour and his social status, not in his appearance. "Looking pretty" is for girls. I have seen really ugly guys be successful with womenm, just because they were social, outgoing, friendly and flirting.
Try to change your self step-by-step, don't stare into the ground when walking, join some activity, hang out with old friends and do stuff.
Well, what is your issue? You're lonely?
Tell me, what do other people have to offer you that you can't offer yourself?
If you like a girl then like a girl. Theres this one girl (Ill call her CC cause thats her initials) that I have nothing in common with, but I like her. Shes an educated upstanding girl, and Im a street thug. But she drives me crazy.
And I know CC likes me too (at least I hope...) because she will try to get me to be nice ie. shell correct my grammer and shit.
If you like a girl like that, then dont listen to music, listen to her voice.
Conversation, for one thing.
Talking to oneself is all well and good, but after a while it becomes difficult to stir up the various points of view. You already know what all the possible lines of argument are, so you just mix and match and can predict how the conversation will end based on the first few sentences.
One doesn't often encounter this problem when conversing with others, obviously, since they bring with them other approaches to logic, other styles of debate.
But, yeah. I didn't start this thread to psychoanalyze my problems (and I'm well aware that I have quite a few); I started it to hear how other people dealt with their loneliness.
I read, breakdance, work out, or listen to music.
I become an increasingly severe recluse, putting off eating, homework, hygiene, leaving the house, sleeping, etc., and dull my mind on /b/, or listen to music (classical/symphony and 8bit particularly) and stare at a beautifully melancholic picture. It helps nothing, it solves nothing. It only lets me escape the hours .
Guess your case is ready for /personal/, since that pattern of behavior is kind of hikkikomorish, after all,...
>hikkikomori
If I see that damn word one more time...
>>16
hikkikomori
Well, yes. I was a recluse for 1 1/2 years, after all.
>>17
I hope you die.
>>16
No shit. People need to learn to lay off the k.
>>20
But "Hiiomori" doesn't sound right.