So, I, uh, I broke up with him. It got to the point where being around him, talking to him or even thinking about him made me physically ill.
But I feel completely better around him now that we're not officially dating. We're still doing everything we did before. I guess I have a problem with the whole girlfriend/boyfriend thing, don't think it has anything to do with anything else.

......oh god, I'm so happy I can go back to jacking off while playing Twilight Princess. Oh so happy.