Lately I've noticed lots of my friends using "i love you" too casually, I mean hell, they say it to their friends instead of "goodbye"

Which is where my problem came from, The girl i liked always said 'I love you' to me, when she just really wanted to be friends.

I spent forever thinking it was something special, I hate myself for falling in love with her, I want to stop but i can't.

In the end, she thought i was a stupid obsessive creep, even going so far as to say everything I ever said or did is just me trying to blackmail her into bed.

Now Im just.. lost.

She did keep in contact with me, as she always wanted to be a friend, but now.. she's just gone.

I suppose I deserve it though.

I could never stop saying how much I loved her.