Oh wow, you're like the total opposite of me arentcha? Like everybody said, you can't go getting all depressed about something that didn't happen yet!

I do think we have one problem in common though, our lack of social skills. You can't do everything at once, trust me its overwhelming. Do things one step at a time. In the circle of friends I created this year I'm already known as the oddball clumsy nice guy. I still get those looks of "what of an idiot/strange/freak guy" sometimes, but I don't let it bother me (in fact its sometimes fun). BUT THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE right?

Change comes from within you. If you really want to change yourself, you've got to willingly push yourself out of your comfort zone. "Courage is the magic that turns dreams into reality." Good luck Ota-kun, from Otakun ^_^