I am feeling very :3 after today, because my boyfriend and I spent some very enjoyable time together. I would like you all to feel :3 too~
>>8
Well, she's the first person I've ever had sex with, and I'm her first too, so naturally it's a bit awkward, but for some reason I just always feel comfortable around her. Though I would like to try some different stuff... just not sure how to bring it up to her. I'll probably wait a bit.
>>9-11
If it's any encouragement, it was by pure chance that I met her.... we were randomly assigned as roommates this semester. (We're freshmen in college, by the way.) So don't give up hope just yet, mmkay?
its third advent, right? it means..
its one point five weeks before christmas..
makes me wanna :3
It's two weeks before I get to see her again, so right now the :3 isn't really there... yes, OP is ronery. Though at least I'll be done with finals on Tuesday and I get to see my friends on Saturday.
I just wish she was here with me right now... I got used to having her sleep next to me, and last night I missed her so much that even the thought of turning the ceiling fan on made me cry, because I associated it with her being in the room (my room gets the warmest out of our entire apartment, and if she's in here the fan needs to be on or we're both sweating).
That, and the Moogle plushie she gave me for Christmas, and the extra Tylenols I left on my desk next to the water bottle I had gotten for her, and the one pillow at the head of my bed instead of finagling mine and hers and two decorative pillows, and the fact that I could reach over and touch the wall when it's supposed to be her there....
Dammit, now I've gone and gotten myself all depressed. Sorry /love/.