So...

I'm afraid I'm in love with a girl.
which is really bad since I find myself unable to understand her.

We met somewhere on a convention, and at first she started flirting. It made me confused since, back than, I had a gf.

Even though I had a gf, I felt something growing inside me which I did not like.
a couple of months later we started chatting a bit, because something inside me triggered me to chat with her. And she did seem to enjoy me talking with her. We played a lot of games online as well. Last week we met again. We walked in a park and went into the city. We had a great time! we laughed all the time, no awkward silence's and stuff.
Even though this happened, she hinted me she was not interested 0_O!
I never experienced this kind of fun with a girl whom was not interested! I clearly do not understand wtf she is doing.

I also noticed psychology does not work with this one.
I was pretty much afk from anything and didn't had much contact with her over the past week. While normally we talked for some hours.

any girl would be like; what's wrong with him?
but she does not even care to ask!

I'm so done for. (particulary because I'm getting desperate, and that's not the way to obtain a girl :D )

Wait a minute do you still have a girl friend?? And then you started to see this other girl more...? and now you saying you are desperate?

wait!

time schedule.

gf > met girl > 3 months later, we broke up due to other reasons than that girl. > couple weeks later started talking to girl > rest = self explanatory

and yes, I agree. It's weird. but somehow I'm just longing to that girl. Even though their are a couple of girls wanting to date me :D

guess I don't like easy "targets"..

"he's cute, his nice and i kinda like him... but i dont think i will go out with him because he is 2 easy"... does that make any sense to you?