GIRLxGIRL Onesided Love? (8)

1 Name: Nadz : 2011-03-24 16:58 ID:KLpxLCX4

guys! first of all, I just want you to know that Im a girl!! but im not totally a lesbian! I just fell in love with her!! i cant believe it!! but now i do!! confirmed! well, in her case we're same, i mean she also falls with the same sex! but shes more! how will i start this??
I'm a friend of hers! i have known her for years! i mean we're childhood friends! but we're not so called childhood friends, we're not that close!! but we're friends and is my neighbor!!(how lucky) shes a year and a half younger than me!
i seem dont to have a chance to be in same class with her and for the fact that we didnt entered same schools!(very unfortunate! damn you age gap)
but at that time!! i was very immature for my age!! didnt mind too much about love! i just ignore her! thinking that she was just some people there! (how stupid i am! why didnt i take the chance)
Some year had passed! it's been a long time that i didnt see her or it was just me that didnt notice her!? but surprisingly she recognized me! she even called my name! hahaha! well, i could not blame her! im a bit popular at that time, only when i was in my junior high aahahah.. For some reason, i was captivated by her! she had changed a lot! i mean shes beautiful but theres something!
I managed to make friends with her! i was grateful. everybody would! she had grown! she became some special and i as her friend, i appreciated that! when shes with me im very happy! she too i can feel it! i cant last a second without her! being with her is a paradise! shes such a nice person! a very beautiful one! from inside and out!(specially here=>♥) and i without realizing im falling for her unconsciously!
when i realize it! whenever i see her! its so awkward! i cant act normally, i was nervous, i dont know what to do! when she approaches me,like a fool, speechless!
there was a time im trying avoiding her!(not in a obvious way) because of some sort of love problems(too long to add)
i never tried to talk to her! i was out of my mind
i even gave up my school! without her knowing that i gave up! she has high expectations on me which im not that encourages me more to avoid her!we dont talk too much now! i can feel shes awkward too when with me! i cant talk to her in this matter! specialy when theres no certainty! sometimes i see some hints of having interest in me or was it just my hallucinations! example when she sees me she approaches me and have a little chitchat sometimes ignores me or smiles at me when awkwardness occur! sometimes she defends me! and giving me some compliments! guys i need some of you advice! what can you say?

2 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-03-24 18:06 ID:Jbn5AM+5

are you expecting anyone to take you seriosuly?

3 Name: Nadz : 2011-03-25 07:41 ID:/CYi4GiR

not really! i'm just trying if this thread will help me but im serious!

4 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-03-26 04:08 ID:60RnLIDn

Do you know what a period is?

5 Name: Nadz : 2011-04-06 11:35 ID:5C3MAoa4

what do you mean?

6 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-04-06 19:20 ID:MzzRIAQK

>>4
the reciprical of freqeuncy right?

7 Name: Secret Admirer : 2011-04-09 16:32 ID:B47fim+O

Awesome1!!!!

8 Name: Kira : 2011-04-13 17:27 ID:yzYEhpG7

"Have a sexual issue? Use the Sexuality board."

DERP

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