I dated a girl for about a year, and I fell head over heels in love with her. She is the 9th girlfriend I've had in my life, and I can honestly say I have never felt more for a girl till Joyce.

We met through some mutual friends at the Community College in my city, and he is a international student. Long story short, she ends up getting into U-Michigan, which is the school her parents would kill for her to go to, so, she ends up going. A month later, I visit her in Michigan where we decided to break up because through our time apart, we both realized distance wouldn't work for us. I would want to talk to her, she would be completely disinterested, and she was the kind to think "out of sight, out of mind".

It's been almost 6 months since we broke up, and I cant get her out of my mind. The past few months, she's been in my dreams weekly, but since friday I have been dreaming about her every night. Each time a scenario where we meet again after a long time, and get back together. I am starting to worry for my sanity, as I just cant get her out of my head. I want her back, but I know nothing will come of talking to her about it, and bringing it up.

tl;dr
I am still in love with my ex who moved across the country for University.

A recent study has shown that it takes and average of 17 months and 26 days to get over an ex...
Well I don't know if it's true or not, but all that means is sooner or later you will have to get over her.
A thought or feeling can consume you, but eventually you must realize that it is unhealthy... and hopefully you will learn that letting go is the best solution.
Life is all about experiences and obstacles to make us stronger. Take this as an experience, be stronger. You now know what you want in a girl and what you don't want. Use that to your advantage... Hope you feel better soon(hehe sorry for ranting...)

wack off wit some porn for a few days and see if you still have dreams of her or not

masturbate to her. fixed