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Thanks for the kind compliments and i will address some of your questions. First I realise the importance of human contact now with the greatest urgency, More than half of my life has been in isolation and this cycle had to be broken before time runs out.

In regards to the question of God, while i am not into organized religion I belive that there had to be a creative force perhaps even antecedent to nonexistence which initiated the universe.

I met with a person from admissions at a local university and discussed my situation. She said that i could apply online which i did and get the hs to send my records.

So I call the high school, they say they'll send whatever records are on hand. Some time passes I call the college to check if they need any supplemental info. and they say no records have been received yet from the hs.

Great, so I call back the hs and find out the only record they have of me is a photocopy of my diploma. They lost the results of my regents exams. The exams which after being home schooled I took in 1998 and scored ninety-something percent on.

The guy from the hs was at a loss and said he would contact the college with what they had. Due to gross negligence there was no oversight of my progress by the high school, thus no transcripts of any kind.

Things are against me at every turn. I feel totally shut out of society through no fault of my own. My life has been so surreal its unbelivable. Now I'll just have to see how things pan out.