lol, stupid title. Here's my story: (wait let me refer to myself in the third person, I'm YYYY)
YYYY never spends a day without having a large group around her. But one day, the person YYYY knows most (but not best friend) accuses her of stealing 20 bucks (this is in third grade). Because of this, many of YYYY's friend kept a distance from her.
YYYY took this seriously (i'm regreting it now tho) and became anti-social. As the years passed, she never spoke to anyone else except her relatives.
Now she realized nothing will happen if she remains like this. She then begun socializing until she was back again to having large groups around her.
But people dig up information. In the years of YYYY's anti-socializing, she ran away three times and got a really low conduct 2 times.
People still spent time with her, but people think badly of her even when what she does is right or without reason at all. She has no one to take her side now.
YYYY's frustrated
It sounds like you're taking things too seriously. Why should you care whether they take your side or not? I mean, shit, they've done bad things to you in the past, tell them to fuck off. I think you just just rely on your self for a little while longer so your true friends will have time to reveal themselves.
> >>ran away three times and got a really low conduct 2 times
OMG NO WAI UGUHGHGUHHHHH LOW CONDUCT???
The whole mess just sounds like a bunch of drama to me.
Yeah, you sound pretty stupid.
Sounds like your so called friends a pretty nosey. Don't be tempted to keep them if you're the one doing all the work, as in they talk down to you, put you down, take your swag, make fun of you publicly, etc...Make sure they're not just looky-loos or seasonal friends trying to get what they can and then leave you to rot.