It's just that, in real life, everyone expects me to be the kind and caring one, the honest and dependable one, the model citizen and child. Everyone feels that they can tell me all of their problems along with all of their wisdom. It is embarrassing. To give you an example of what I deal with, let me describe an outing I had with two male friends a week ago. I have been friends with both for about a year, and both are normal for their age, but would be considered deviant by the public. Both smoke, drink, have girlfriends, etc.. I met up with them at a restaurant and they brought along some friends of theirs who were strangers to me. Normal conversation ensued but during the middle of it, one of the strangers happened to say "motherfucker" casually, which I thought nothing of. However, my friend stopped him harshly and told him not to curse in front of me. How embarrassing, grown men mind you. You see, I deal with this on a daily basis. When my father scolds my siblings, he uses me as an example of what he expects of them. Naturally I am hated by my siblings. So when I come to the internet, especially places where I can communicate anonymously, I tend to let loose. Sadly, it is exciting for me to believe that someone might think I am a bad person. To be honest, I do everything I can, on and off the internet, to appear bad, to no avail This is a my personal problem. Even on the internet, even anonymously, I should try to act as I would normally act. So what do I expect to gain from admitting this here? I suppose it is my way of asking for forgiveness and understanding even though those that I have offended may never read it. I suppose I am looking for suggestions, solace, or repudiations. Sarcasm is the tool I use to incite, but consider sarcasm my enemy from this day forward. I have read many of these posts on this board, and with the exception of mine, they are all interesting. Without a doubt, I am sure you knew this much.
don't worry about it. it's the internet. as for what you're doing in real life, just keep going with the flow. don't worry so much about having such a good rep. trust me, one day, it'll come in handy. that's the sorta stuff people work YEARS to achieve so they can get away with murder. keep up the good work, reap the benifets of everyone's trust as a good person yourself or otherwise. but things aren't bad for you. it's all good
If I were you I would keep that trust that people in real life give you, it's not something that everybody has.
When you're feeling mad just come vent your frustration on us.
I agree with >>5.
By the way, sarcasm is the lowest form of wit.
hmm, i am in the same sort of situation but i tend to use it to my advantage. 2 years ago when i was in school, i was caught drawing pictures of people drawing pictures of drawing people etc. anyway i was doing this with a guy next to me, we never talked before but we found it to be the funniest things we ever did together. we were both trying to contain our laughter but to no avail. the teacher came down, gave us both essays to write for the weekend and resumed class. at the end of class he pulled me aside and said i didnt have to do the essay.