So, i'm a trap, i'm socially awkward, and i need to get a job. i've got learning disabilities that make it difficult for me to be stationary in a room with people for any extended period of time... and i'm terrified of trap-phobia. i know i'll have to put up with it at some point, but i've had enough of it in my life already, and i just don't want it from my first boss... i'm just scared. What do i do?