First of all,Im not gay, I really dont like guys and I love to fuck chicks, but in the last 2 or 3 months...

when my best friend (male) touch my hand, arm, neck what ever part of my body my heart began to beat very fast and I became turned-on, is like a panic attack.

I know I feel that nervous because he knows me very well (from elementary school, we are now fresh men in college), and if he found out this he will be over me, making fun of this all the time...

I dont know how the hell this shit started, we were playing gay chicken and he started touching my neck, behind the hair, the hairs in my arm, after that my legs behind the knees and at the end a nipple, he such his finger and after he start playing with MY NIPPLE!

all this time I played with the hairs in his navel, he turned on evidently and didnt say anything...

It was a shocking experience. But now I can wait to see him and...Why on earth do I feel this way?