I have been reading some information of what I will study next year and I'm a bit more motivated about that. Can't wait to start.

The university thing is very important for me, a lot of people made my student life impossible and said that I'm idiot, and the people near me usually tell that I will be a great professional because I have potential inside me. And I want to be as good as I can, not only for me, but to make happy those around me.

In two weeks I will have holidays until September or October, so I have decided that I will do somethings to be busy.

First I will try to finish my programming project, second I will do a summer of gaming, and third as >>8 suggested I will join a gym in July, and also will start to study japanese again.

And don't worry, I will not drink or take drugs, my exgirlfriend teach me that those things are useless.

Talking in girlfriend, I miss her, I miss talking with her and looking her cute face. Each time I remember I try to start thinking in any other thing, but is hard. And I don't know if want to fall in love again with another girl.

Thank for your help guys, if you have more advices, please, tell.