Yeah thats just another "I'm depressed thread"...
Well, i hate my life. I just don't know what to do now. All i do is thinking about good all times, when everything was better. I got finals tomorrow, and the funny thing is, i don't really care. I dont care about anything in my life. I just want to be dead now...
I hate my parents. I hate all people around me. I hate the fact that the only person who i thought would love me, don't seem to care about me anymore. Because of her i always had the feeling not to be alone. Now i feel abandoned, and i don't have the energy to stand up and do something, just because i don't see a reason for my living. I'm thinking about suicide. I won't do it now, but i'm sure that if nothing will change in the next few years, i will have to kill my self. Sorry for that thread. I just don't have anyone who would understand me. Or care about how i feel. And i dont expect that people here will. But after i wrote down what is bothering me, maybe i will feel a little bit better ^^'
I know how you feel but the first thing you have to do is forget her, and the second forget the suicide thing.
What you need is to find something that fulfill you, some hobby, some group of people to hang out, a sport, something that make your mind don't think in 'the good old times'.
Also if enough time have passed since you broke with her, maybe you must look for another girl.
Live is hard, but we must be more.
Ever wanted to travel? Ever wanted to learn a foreign language fluently? Sky dive? Get high? Stick it in her pooper? Well you can't do that if you kill yourself.
Like >>2 said you have to move on. You seem young and while you are young things seem much more dramatic then they really are in retrospect. So don't do something that you will most likely regret.
Also why do you hate all the people around you?
try to score some mood enhancers from the doc, they're fun
>>4
if impotence and lack of any strong emotions is fun to you, then yes, it's fun.
>>6
if one gives you that, try another. they're not all like that, and different people react differently to different things. i took wellbutrin xl for a while to get me through a rough time, and while on it i was more creative, more social, had more energy and fucked like a madman. it isn't a standard antidep, as it inhibits the reuptake of norepinephrine and dopamine rather than seratonin as the more common ones do, but it certainly isn't unique in that, and they've helped out an awful lot of people.
plus when i was on it i could get wasted off one drink, so it even works out economically...
I don't want to take drugs.
But traveling is a nice idea but i don't want to do it alone.
New hobbys would be nice i know.
But it's hard to change the lifestyle after being otaku...
Start caring about your life more?
>>8 is right, but you don't have to stop liking anime/manga, or whatever your main otaku interest is. New hobbies are a great idea, preferably something that improves you as a person (sports, music, whatever).
Some things to do to make you feel better are
Just some tips, use or don't.
if you're truly depressed you shouldn't dismiss the idea of medication, not for everything can you "just change". if you're thinking of suicide and feeling worthless and hopeless constantly, every day, to the point where you can't participate in your life anymore, then you really should seek some sort of professional help. these things must be weathered out, one way or another.
that being said, this doesn't sound like you- not yet, at least. i'm going to agree with >>11 wholeheartedly, with the addition of some physical activity, even just going for long walks can have a strong beneficial effect on your mood.
it all is a matter of mind...
I think it's true that a lot of things feel overly dramatic when you're young. It is very much a matter of perspective. If you worry less about what you've done or failed to do, or what you might be able to do in the future and feel you can't do, you can concentrate on what you actually feel like doing RIGHT NOW, which might be a good starting place for figuring out where you belong.
dude life is like a rollercoaster just enjoy the ride before it ends
Yeah, like riding a roller coaster, but where most of the people on board are too busy fiddling with the safety bars, or trying to re-tie their shoelace, or arguing with eachother about what time it is, to enjoy or even notice the ride.
>>16
Heh, ain't that the truth. Too many people waste their time in single-minded pursuit of one particular thing - be it wealth, or notoriety, or whatever - and miss the good things life has to offer.
People nowadays don't really "live life" - they just go through the motions. It's as if our technology has narrowed the human experience. Things shouldn't be that way - in our modern society if anything things should be more interesting.