>>14
You are living the weeaboo's dream, except you are realizing that moving into a country is actually tough as opposed what many weeaboos think. I actually have to commend you for doing this, as it seems to be extremely tough.

My advice:

1 Learn the language AS FAST AS POSSIBLE and communicate with everyone you can, even if you will sound like an idiot. Learning the laungage will come a lot easier if you take the time to communicate with others. You will develop an accent and also get a lot of experience.

2 Keep losing weight. It isn't needed, but it will make you feel better about yourself and it is overall good for you. Is everyone in Japan skinny as opposed to where you lived?

3 Read and write. Go to message boards, go to 4-ch's language board, anything to get you together with that. LANGUAGE COMES FIRST.

Basically, if you learn the language, you can make friends with people, and if you have friends, things will be a lot easier.