>>I should find college fun but it's just depressing and boring.

What's wrong with me?

Because what you SHOULD and what you WANT are two different things. Spend some time on what you want to do with your life, what would give it meaning. Then it will come to you what road to take.

Oh if you smoke cannabis, even just in the weekends, then it is the herb. I smoked a heap of the stuff and more or less wasted a decade because of it. Wasted not because of a career of whatever, but because I wasn't even doing fun things either.