Since a couple of months I have been plagued by strange dreams of which I cannot explain how I could ever come up with it.
The most disturbing to me was that I was wearing a wedding dress in a hall full of friends and family, I was a bit embarassed but everyone cheered on me. There was no future partner to bee seen.
This dream was clear as day even when I woke up, and it freaked me out a bit. I am a straight healthy normal guy with no interest in crossdressing or gettin married.