I don't think anyone is the perfect sexuality for me. I know I'm straight, I do find women attractive and I do love someone in particular, but when I look at woman I feel they're incomplete. I feel the same about men. I love appearances of women, but something is always going to be missing... for some reason I feel attracted to whats in the pants of a man. I've told my friends, but they think I'm joking no matter how long I go into convincing them. One fantasy of mine is to be with a guy sometime. I want to be the bitch on the relationship. I want to blow a man. I've stretched to become flexible enough to reach my own, and I personally love dick. I am straight, but I've had more homosexual fantasies than heterosexual. There is a woman I am working with to be with, but there's also a guy that I just want to blow and have sex with and he hates me. I act gay around some people to scare them off because I know they are homophobic. But with this person I am actually serious sometimes. another thing that sucks is that he's a homophobic person. It's like my love life is with women, but my sex life belongs with men. In my opinion no one is perfect for me. if you mixed both men and women together than you'd get a transexual. I personally don't transexuals too attractive. A mans penis is very different from one of a transexual.