>> 5 : Well, I´m sure it must be hard to get some understanding,but there are a lot of people who feel like you and maybe you haven´t met them yet( which doesn´t mean they don´t exist). I would suggest theraphy maybe or some web sites. this one seems interesting:

http://www.avoidantpersonality.com/?sidemenu

   Best wishes for you :)

>> 6 : Thanks for having thought so many options, I hadn´t considered all of them.

  Greetings to all of you and thanks again!!