I just don't like being around them and I prefer to stay in my room. I mean, I have my reasons.

My Dad is full of shit and will often make empty promises. One of many examples, the guy said he would take me practice driving so I can get my license (I'm 19 fucking years old), but he makes an excuse every time. A liar, in other words.

My Mom is fine, but she is really naive. She is often insensitive and brings up my past relationships with people or jokingly insult my clothes or something about me.

And finally, my younger sister (by a year). Like a year ago, I went with one of her close friends and she did everything she could to fuck things up between us, and in the end she did. I really liked her and to think that she would do something like that, I just can't let that go.

I want to just forget everything and start over with them, but I don't know if I can. My sister left her journal lying around and being the curious guy I am, I just flip it open to the latest entry and it's about how much of an ass I am. I don't deny I'm not acting like an ass, because like I said, I have my reasons. I don't know if I can forgive them for some of the shit they did, and I'd much rather just distance myself until I move out.