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You don't define reality like that. I hope you do realize that what is your reality certainly isn't you neighbours'. Oh, and you can drink a bit without being an "alcoholized monkey", y'know?
It's great to be able to enjoy oneself through hobbies - moreso to "find great peace" -, I honestly think this. But I think that if really you feel you don't need people, the first thing you have to do is stop being judgemental. After all, if you don't need them, why bother?