I used to live in apartment with very poor feng shui which lead to me having a very severe psychotic episode, loss of job, etc. I'm staying with family (another place with really poor qi =/) and am currently a month a half behind on my rent.
I'm scared to death of dealing with the property company that owns the place so as to back out of the current lease. I cannot afford to keep a place I am not able to live in (although I can pay up to current rent). What should I do? I'm worried dealing with the whole mess will trigger my psychotic symptoms again which just leads to this wonderful downward spiral of dread and general procrastination.
Don't try and use bad feng shui to justify the fucked up state inside your head. Even if you resolve that one so-called problem, you'll only find another one.
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Perhaps you missed my point. I'm not claiming the bad energy in the place isn't my fault. All I'm asking is how to best back out of my lease without causing a recurrence in the psychological problems I had as a result of the poor location & my own actions. Let me translate for your closed western mind: the apartment "haunted". However I don't believe in traditional western superstition so I picked qi instead...
Psychological problems only go away with a lifetime of work. What I need to do is deal with their current manifestation.
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Ask your parents or friends to talk to them for you and/or do some of it over the phone.
Make up some excuse about allergic to something in the area.
You Feng Shui wacko, you.
lulz.
Have you accepted "Bob" as your Short-Duration Personal Savior? He'll show you how to pull the wool over your OWN eyes and sell out to YOURSELF!