Hi, people. I hate my life. I hate my whole entire family. We have never been close or loved each other for real. All my parents care about is my grades: if I do good they love me, if I do bad they hate me. I have been emotionally, physically, and mentally abused. I have no true friends what so ever and cut myself now and then. Even after all this I am generally a fun and happy person. I mean I never ever cry, I am not shy or afraid of people, I talk a lot, and smile a lot. Isn't this wierd and why is it Happeneing? Shouldn't I be depressed or somethig?