No friends equals no partners for schoolwork. I did get one but she's failing university aswell (or seems to be anyway). I don't really know what to do.
As a pretentious underachiever failure typical to /personal/, I don't really speak to anyone; they all seem to only refer to me when interested in the few requirements of classes I happen to be good at (practically zomg none!1). Thus, I can't approach her in real life when she's surrounded by others, especially since I didn't really ever go to the populated places during breaks for the entire last year - as in, I often hide in a bathroom which doesn't see much use.
When talking during class two weeks ago she had me give her my email adress, yet she still hasn't sent anything so I currently can't even start adressing issues of the assignment. Not like I would, though.
I guess I must also say that I've been absent in the last two classes of this discipline (took two days off to enjoy the visually delicious sunlight and some completely irrelevant books at the library, lolwut), and so am probably far behind the other groups.
The professor has already made it clear he isn't sympathetic to slackers, so asking for assistance from him is out of question.
I feel like giving up, but I don't really want to go through university entrance exams again when I decide to go back. I could fail both of this professor's disciplines and do them over the next semesters, but as they're requirements to other classes I would be fucked in schedules until graduation. It all makes me ultimately want to kill myself.
I've been in a similar situation quite a lot of times however in the end I have people begging to have me as a partner. This is only because I'm the only person who can get the job done. It would have been nicer if they wanted to be in my group because they enjoy my company.