if you have no amigos, go find amigos.

sorry, I'm trying to work on my spanish skills... puhahaha.. jk

well, alright, I shall be your friend, just don't think about suicides...

but you probably want friends who you can actually meet. so finding a friend isn't that hard to do.

here is a 3 step procedure that works for me (since I move around a lot and I'm not a party person at all) when I'm looking for new friends:

1) drag myself out to do something just anything outside of my house

2) engage in light conversations with a lot of spunk. don't make the politically/socially correct conversations like how is this weather? or some bs like that, just talk about what you're interested or whats bugging you or w/e

3) if it clicks it clicks if it doesnt well don't cling, I've never tried that hard to make a friend so i dont know what clinging may get you but i bet it feels like shit if clinging for a friend fails.

in the meantime here's my email: downloadnova5@gmail.com

yea i know, i like downloadnova -.- ....what the hell can i say, yea just email me then I'll reply and what not.

and for me suicide is an option that i cant really get myself to go towards mainly b/c i feel like i owed my family way too much to put them through the unnecessary pain that'll get them through... so yea there's that.

good luck with w/e and if you still feel depressed just eat cookies..