OP here,

>>4 lmao

>>6 True, ive always been a athiest and always strongly belived that religion was nothing but a load of shit but recently ive felt a presance and its helped me overcome something. I feel faith inside. You hear about why people become religious and alot of the time they say "One day i felt jesus", and its pretty much the same here (exept no jesus).

>>8 Thats what im thinknig about now. Do i have to actually become religious and follow set rules or is it enuth to simply belive in something. I think the only reason ive chosen Lutheran is because the person who helped me was Lutheran and the whole feeling faith bit.

My problem is i dont want to do something halfheartedly, i want to be in or out.