So... a little intel before the main event:
Not so long ago, i had an affair with a supposed "fried" of mine, she had her BF and everything was ok till we met, we liked each other so we did stuff (go figure) however... we never had sex, just good 'ol foreplay, she was virgin at the time we been seen each other; and the time passed, things happened, and we are just friends now (don't make me go on the details)
A few hours ago she told me she finally did it with her BF, now, here is where things gets a little messy.
For unknown reasons, i just... got angry, not any type of anger, in fact, i don't f***ing know if i should call it like that, its a mere classificatory term. I knew this will happen eventually, and i just put that little thought in probably the farthest end of my head and closed the door. Am i jealous? why do i feel like this? maybe i still like her?. I feel a weird sensation between my chest and my stomach, like that feeling of akward, but with a twist.
Opinions of any kind are welcome, either helping or saying how fucking retard, childish and immature i am (don't worry, i already know that), at least for now, i'm lost in myself with this little issue, I've tried different approaches and none have worked, so i need a second opinion about it.
Don't worry, It will wear off, It happens to everyone who has a ehh Ex sorta?
Just wait, Still be friends..and except her stupid news.
I got that way when i saw her kiss her boyfriend, and she didn't speak to me for 3 weeks after i broke his jaw and nose..in one punch >.>
It's a really bad Jealousy that gives you strong power. But i'm not saying to go and beat his ass. Just ask her if it was forced. if it was. Then go beat some ass :D
Don't worry, It will wear off, It happens to everyone who has a ehh Ex sorta?
Just wait, Still be friends..and except her stupid news.
I got that way when i saw her kiss her boyfriend, and she didn't speak to me for 3 weeks after i broke his jaw and nose..in one punch >.>
It's a really bad Jealousy that gives you strong power. But i'm not saying to go and beat his ass. Just ask her if it was forced. if it was. Then go beat some ass :D
Gah, What the hell double post..
Thats the catch, it wasnt, however things are tense between her and that guy, and thats the thing makes my blood boil, also, she speaks to me as if nothing had happened, that also gets me off balance, latter, when i manage to have a more serious talk with her, i know shit like this... and... ur right, ill wear off... eventually... but what if this bullshit keeps on going? we actually get along pretty good, i dont wanna reduce that poor guy to pulp just because blind rage, hes an asshole tough