recently i just wanna isolate my self from the world, i wake up every morning feeling down, my life isnt hard, maybe a little stress but nothing compare to some events i've had in the past, i dont know why i feel this way, i hardly go out these days either
I never leave my room. Everything I want is in here except for love, and that was always out of reach to begin with.
>>3 i'm the same, yes Love..i feel the same. I have loved, but never in return which is the worse.
As long as your life is both (1) productive and (2) fulfilling, then there is no reason to change it. It sounds like you are a tad discouraged with the love bit, but I doubt you've made any effort to change that. Being rejected is better than never having tried at all, and you increase your chances of being accepted by 100% just by participation.
Good luck.
>>6oh please shut up with the productive thing, You think we are ants or something? I seriously don't give a fuck about humanity and i still collect unemployment and DONT LOOK FOR WORK. Nyah :)
>>6
Productivity: only people who love you care. If you realize only you care about the things you do for the greater good you become really lonely.
Fulfillment: try contentment. I don't find wasting all my time on the internet fulfilling, but it does make me content.
So, OP, give it a try and you may like it so much you wake up with a smile that you can just waste another day like this. Maybe you like being bitter too and you actually enjoy giving up entirely on love.
>>7
Be lucky you stupid prick, cause in most of the country there is not a welfare system and you have to work!
The working offices will give you any work they find and you have to accept it if you don't want your welfare to be cut down.
How can one have a productive or fulfilling life when working in a fabric covered box for 45+ hours a week while making someone else rich. I do have a wife and kid so I have a somewhat "fulfilling" part of my life but outside that, life is pointless.
Please explain to is how lucky he is, exactly? Just because the welfare state is on the rocks since the Republicans took over does not mean going to work is a better option. I would like to take off a couple of months out of the year to relax, go on vacation, or try out some projects or volunteer or something, but apparently that is unamerican. Instead I have to slave away at a position I hate and hope they decide to give me a pension so I exist in my golden years or else the terrorists have won? What a load of shit. America is a fraud.
>>9 Eeuhm, i do have to go each month to PROOF i looked for jobs. I lie all the time, seriously..but eventually i'm gonna slip up and i guess they will suspend me but right now i'm enjoying the ride..because i know when i go to work, ALL that i love to do will be crushed with anxiety&stress. Like anime,reading comics,tv..after work i always am too tired,stressed out. Weekends? PLEASE..that's not enough! If i can fool the system for a while, i freaking will! I'm not delusioned into thinking money will bring me happiness,cuz i hardly buy something (besides internet which provides me with all the good i want..FREE).
Yes, call me a leech,a parasite..i don't care! We live once, and i don't want to spend it all my life working for the fat cats and into thinking i will get to be 70 (i'll already be dead).
Now, i'm sick of tired of people saying :"get a job" like they want to share the suffering (not happiness that's for sure)
Whatever.
Well, my pride won't allow me to do this.
I am already sick of leeching from my parents.
Soon i will go to university with the financial help of the state though.
I will try my best.
If i fail, i surely won't live on welfare and lying myself off for and also i won't take any crap jobs.
An hero i will become then.
I have made up my mind.
-> University:
I am happy with both.
i will.
i won't hesitate cause it would be pretty pathetic to fail at both points.
i hope for a miracle, cause all odds are against me.