christ you guys life ain't a bed of roses all the time but it sure isn't the hell you describe it to be. This is going to sound harsh, but your life decisions are of your own doing. That means that you alone are responsible for whatever hellhole your in now. OP, I recommend that you get off of your lazy ass and have fun. And that can be whatever you want it to be. But you can't go around saying that its because of life's troubles that you are depressed, because that means you aren't doing anything about it.

OP, the only time you actually lose in life is when you give up. So get your ass up, and make a stand for once. Be a fucking man.