If I had not gotten married, I likely would have killed myself by now because I was seriously considering it prior to meeting my current wife. It is harder to kill myself now since I am making the money and wife has a degree in a worthless field and cannot make the money I am making now.
Suicide is not a bad thing. With luck there is some kind of reset button out there so maybe a person can get a second chance (or 3rd, 4th...20th..who knows).