I am now drinking alone, and I feel happy and fuzzy inside.
However, when I'm sober, or without the company of friends, I am depressed and prone to RAGE. When with friends, I behave aggressively and antisocially (steal shit, posters from cinema, for example. or provoke others) when sober, when drunk or stoned I get depressed and STILL behave antisocially.

Does this mean I have a problem?

Don't have a girlfriend right now, if it matters.

Yeah, you're socially retarded. If you can get a girlfriend that you like enough to be afraid to break up with, you'll have a strong incentive not to be an asshole.

maybe the fact that I live in authoritarian country matters? people got bullied by cops constantly, and now it's even worse since local equivalent of SWAT patrols some places.
in before DON'T TAZER ME BRO!.

>maybe the fact that I live in authoritarian country matters?

Why would that matter?

I dunno, maybe knowing that there's no point in abiding the law enforced by sold-out tyrants?
oh well, gonnaaaa haaaaave to fiiiiind the giiiiirl...

>I dunno, maybe knowing that there's no point in abiding the law enforced by sold-out tyrants?

If you think the law is good obey it. If you don't, don't. Why would it matter who enforces it?

>oh well, gonnaaaa haaaaave to fiiiiind the giiiiirl...

Agreed.

I seriously never thought about it. I can only say in my defense that most of the property here belongs to the state. But I guess I'm just being dumb. Eh.

You're having some random shit not actually related to your real problems to be pissed off at. This whole authoritarian situation in whatever bullshit nation you're from seems to you like a reasonable thing to rave about, works for drawing your attention away.

Yeah you have issues, fucked if I know what. Maybe you're just a coward, maybe you're afraid to actually live, so maybe you're running away from life, perhaps that means you'll never find the girl, maybe what it all comes down to is you being a massive faggot.

Think about it