I always fall asleep if I shoot my wad two or three times. On nights when my girlfriend isn't over, I just beat the ol' bishop like it's an unwanted step-child (and I know calling a stepchild unwanted is redundant, since they are always unwanted). If for some reason I don't flog the dolphin and get the poison out, then I just stay awake like you and think about mass murder, death, suicide, cursing God, etc.