I am 21. I have never been in any kind of relationship to another person, never kissed anyone or even hugged. I have always had a lot of friends though, but obviously appeared very strong to others so that still only few people dare talking to me. It actually is kind of true, as I had to be self-dependent since I was a child and had to live on my own since I was 16. So I assume I am, if not strong, maybe at least tough.
I tried to do my best in whatever I did. My graduation was good. Started working for half a year to save money for gaining some more experiences before I start studying at college. And right now I am in Japan. I went with the hope to change something. I think simply me myself.
However, I feel like I am the oly person I can rely on. I cannot talk to people I like frankly. I can't look other people into the eyes anymore.