When I started writing this post, I thought I was angry, but I have suddenly realized what I really am is "on edge". For some reason, I feel a rage has come over me, and even the smallest thing is making me bite my lip in frustration. In the last 48 hours, I have been asleep for almost 30, so I guess that doesn't help, but still, it's been a while since I felt this way. Usually it wouldn't matter, but I'm lashing out at the few people that still tolerate my presence, so need to find a healthy way to get rid of the rage. I thought about getting drunk, but that usually doesn't help (plus it's early). Exercise is an option, but I'm feeling so shitty, even that won't help. On days like this, I really wish I was somewhere else, alone, far, far away from humanity. Right now, I'm not making any sense. I'm not really even looking for answers; just venting. Thanks for "listening" to my ramblings.