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Maybe.. I don't really look people in the eyes, so maybe that's a problem, too.

Just as an update, I'm meeting someone tomorrow that I met once a few weeks ago (we found each other online and we go to the same school so we decided to meet, but it was pretty awkward).
Although my first impulse was to lie and say: "Ahh, I can't, I'm busy..." (because I have a tendency to do that), I fought back and told him I'd meet him tomorrow afternoon.
I'm a bit nervous and I half don't want to go, but I'm proud of myself that I accepted an offer...!
I'll try to do the smile thing tomorrow, too...